You'll never really hate me like you've hated yourself
When I'm caught up in some water, know that I'ma prevail
If you don't feed me your energy then I'ma rebel
You think you're leavin' me for good, but you got caught in my spell
I wanna look decent for winter, so I'm starvin' myself
I smoke Newports everyday, so it's been fucking my health
Wish that I could fill my brain up with some shotgun shells
But I'm too much of a pussy to just end up in Hell

[Chorus]
Everyday I feel nothin', but dealin' with something
You say that you love me, but I still feel nothing
I want you to kill me, I want you to love me
I want you to beat me, I want you to punch mе
I want you to hate me, but love that I'm ugly
I want you to need me, but still just want something
I want you to rape me, I want you to leave me
I want you to read my mind state