this basically descripes me a couble years back. basically i was 12 and I was just..lost...everywhere...and i just felt like couldn't take the pain any longer, then al of a sudden..(one day while i was asleep) i saw a lightin a very dark room...and i hear a kind voice saying "you cant give up. you had to keep going. no matter how hard it gets, dont give up. you can do this! just keep fighting, and dont the darkness bring you down! you've got a whole lot more years of live ahead of you! dont let it go to waste!" i took the advice and sure enough..i wouldnt be here making these songs....and yet to this day..i think of those every time i feel down or sad...because no matter what..there's always a light to your path...you dont see it, or feel it. you have to believe in it...